#MonthOfSpreads2 Day Thirteen: Honoring Your Death And Rebirth
There is a saying that states âThe phoenix must burn to emerge.â For many, October is about death, rebirth, and renewal. I want us to take the time to honor the parts of ourselves that have changed since last year. The parts of ourselves that have died so to speak. How much have you grown, evolved and developed? Allow this spread to provide you with insight on your life journey since last October.
Step One: Shuffle your deck or mix up your divination tool of choice. How many times and however long is completely up to you.
Step Two: Pull four cards however you see fit.
Step Three: Read the spread as follows.
1. What part of myself has died/changed since last October? 2. What has birthed/developed in its place? 3. How is this change serving me for the better? 4. How can I honor this current life cycle?
Until her death in 1996 [Leonor Fini] lived in her Parisian apartment with her two lovers and beloved seventeen Persian cats, who shared her bed and, at mealtimes, were allowed to roam the dining-table selecting tasty morsels (the cats, that is).
Like 93% of the self-contradictory behavior of fandom antis clicks into place when you realize the majority of them are victims of right wing authoritarian training from birth
Here, âright wingâ means âhates social change & prefers the established order/traditional way of doing thingsâ, not ârepublicanâ. (Though in America itâs Republicans who have been taken over by right wing authoritarians. (Specifically Christian fundamentalist authoritarians.))
Authoritarianism can also be âleft wingâ, meaning âwants to overthrow the established order/traditional way of doing thingsâ. people who supported Stalin when he overthrew Russiaâs rulers would have been left-wing authoritarians.
All it takes to be an eager follower of authoritarian rule of any kind is
being very, very afraid
pretending youâre not afraid by being self-righteous
And reacting with
dogmatic loyalty to your ingroup – anyone who agrees with you – and your chosen leader to the point of defying logic, reason, and truth
burning resentment towards people who make you aware of your fear – and taking it out on a scapegoat (someone who you can pretend is scary, but you know canât hurt you back)
deciding that you and your group is soafraid of somethingRight about everything that itâs your duty to wipe outthe thing youâre afraid ofthe Evil you oppose – and make everybody else agree (or pretend to agree) with you along the way.
like @curlicuecal said: authoritarianism can be found anywhere, and authoritarians can walk all kinds of life paths. it takes root wherever a would-be despot finds enough scared, hyper-submissive people they can rally to their cause and start crusading with.
I mean, fandom antis arenât political right-wingers, but theyâre doing just fine at this, arenât they?
someone said:
People who dont like pedophilia are radical right wingers now huh?
first of all, a fun fact: most people who call literally everyone who they donât like âpedophilesâ actually are radically right-wing – both politically and in the âeverything that isnât traditional is badâ sense. like: antis literally lifted this tactic from fundamentalist Christians who say all gay people are pedophiles.
âpeople who disagree with me are sexual perverts!!!â is the most right-wing propaganda tactic there is.
that aside: please read more closely.
I donât think fandom antis are right wing authoritarians: I think a whole bunch of them are the kids of right wing authoritarians.
I think their parents instilled all their own fear and anger and hatred and rigidity into their kidâs brain from day one. and after stuffing their kid with all this fear and alarm about the chaotic world out there ⊠what should we expect their kids to feel when they realize theyâre LGBT+/queer, or have a mental illness, or donât believe in the same God as their parents do, or whatever else puts them on the âwrongâ side of order vs chaos?
If they donât outright oppress & bury their own self-awareness – if they tentatively venture out and look for their own people – is it reasonable to expect adolescents who grew up trained for an authoritarian lifestyle to not fall facefirst into politically leftist spaces that promise authoritarian safety, rigidity, aggression and leadership? is it a surprise that many of them settle into spaces that keeps the things that might still scare them (their sexuality and their awareness of it, their gender, their sex drive or lack thereof) strictly off-limits? that lets them blow off their anger in familiar patterns of aggression towards outsiders? that lets them keep feeling like a Good Person despite their fear otherwise?
my point is this:
are all fandom antis from homes like this? of course not. anti-shipping isnât a monolith, though the authoritarian part of it is by far the most organized.
Do all people who grew up in authoritarian homes react this way when they realize they donât fit the proper mold? Heck no: a lot of people break out of authoritarian thinking as a whole when ejected from the fold like this.
but when I look at fandom anti-shipping as a movement that is primarily authoritarian in operation & design, a lot of the things I couldnât understand before begin to make sense. (which Iâll elaborate on someday, Iâm sure.)
re: this part of my argument above:
Authoritarianism can also be âleft wingâ, meaning âwants to overthrow the established order/traditional way of doing thingsâ. people who supported Stalin LENIN when he overthrew Russiaâs rulers would have been left-wing authoritarians.
1) I totally meant to say âLeninâ there. this is what happens when I add a sentence at the last minute before hitting âpostâ.Â
2) @korraseraâ says Iâm wrong about left-wing authoritarianism being a thing in this reblogand as I think I get lost easily in right wing vs left wing semantics, sheâs probably right. please check out what she has to say.
Iâm helping out a fellow Finnish artist who had a very unfortunate thing happen to her. A design shop called the Arctic Design Shop in Rovaniemi Finland sold her thesis work by accident and she needs it back!
The work was sold to an American girl who can have the sculpture back right after the maker has finished her thesis! She only needs it for the exhibition. The maker has asked if the shop has the buyers information but they donât.
Please spread this and contact the email if you have any information about the whereabouts of the statue!