Deathbed Hymn

ionofalion:

return to me once your broken & lost
& I’ll show you the ancient mariner’s albatross,
but first we need to pull the crux of this curse

moved through shadows behind your eyes
your reflection tells of a story & the story
never lies down with your indecision

you can’t sleep
but you close your eyes
you can’t sleep
& your covered with flies

your devils are as indecisive as you
your bleeding out colors again, but
you haven’t got the faintest clue

you’ve redrafted your terminal pages
with scriptures crossed out & erased
the body of your curse cannot be replaced

you can’t sleep
yet you close your eyes
you’ll never sleep again
& your covered with flies

lightrises:

jebiwonkenobi:

Once upon a time I worked in this little burger/coffee/ice cream shop and a lady came in one winter and asked if we had a caramel apple drink and we were like ‘well we have cider’ and she was like ‘no I don’t remember what it’s called but this place made a drink that was chai tea, apple cider, and caramel’ and Breezy offered to try and make something for her but she changed her mind and left so Breezy and I were like ‘alright let’s try this’ because we had chai tea, instant cider mix, a shit ton of caramel, instant hot water from the espresso and too much free time. 

And let me tell you it was delightful. It tastes like watching the leaves changing color and dancing in the wind. It tastes like picking out pumpkins and gourds and fresh apples at the farm up north. It tastes like witches and freedom.

I make it every year now and this year I walked in the house on the morning of October first with all the ingredients and shouted ‘FALL DRINK’ and my roommates were like ‘????’ so I made them Fall Drink and now every time they get home from work they’re like ‘Fall Drink pls?????’

Anyway I remember literally nothing else about that woman but I’m very grateful to her. 

for anyone wondering about proportions/etc here’s op’s answer from the repiles:

welcomedmachine:

okay I give up I’m asking you lot for help

i do not want to go back to how I looked when I got married, and so –

where the fuck are the training guides for women who DO want to actually build muscle and DO actually want to look “manly”

because I’m sure as shit not finding any

like. am I just going to have to use a program targeted at men and work twice as hard? how do I get arms like a 19th century circus strongwoman, because those women sure as hell didn’t have access to “Vitamin T”, or other, legal-er supplements…

this is probably just a case of not knowing how to make the currently befucked search engines work for me, but please, for gods’ sake, if anyone among you has an idea of where to start, please share.

beckyhop:

iwilleatyourenglish:

today i learned that, when Jared Leto sent Margot Robbie a live rat as a part of his rude, bullshit “method acting” fo Suicide Squad, she was scared but still refused to abandon or harm the rat.

she overcame her initial fear in order to buy him a proper set up and take care of him until she found the rat a reliable owner, who… ended up being Guillermo del Toro for some reason?

so yeah that’s what happened with the Suicide Squad rat

I mean, I’D trust Guillermo del Toro with a rat.

thoodleoo:

thoodleoo:

yknow with all the discourse i see every day, sometimes being on this website feels like im in goddamned ancient greece and some pissed off goddess just rolled a golden apple in here to start shit

and lo, eris, angered at her scorned divinity, tossed into the crowd at the wedding a peleus and thetis a golden apple inscribed “to the most valid”